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All good things must come to and end.

You happy with Sir X: leaving?

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Matthew

Matthew

TF2 Staff
Ok this is kinda fucking ridiculous. The fact you KNOW it wasn't personal towards you and how you don't give a fuck about it or pissing people off yet you still wanna lurk darkly? I don't understand the logic here sir x.. Honestly the maturity you are showing is by all means lower than a point I thought you'd reach from when I met you.
 
Gatherix

Gatherix

Death by Darkly
To me, this thread is just a testament as to why Darkly doesn't suit you, Sir X. I know you mentioned you've had issues with rejection and the like in your personal life before, and that's a bummer. I don't mean that sarcastically at all, it really is, and I wish you the best in resolving that. And maybe that means that there's plenty of other factors from your life that are at fault for this; we all have struggles in some fashion or another.

But this isn't life. At the end of the day, this is just an online gaming community that isn't at all worth all this emotional attention and stress. If you take dismissal from some online gaming community this seriously, personally, and emotionally, then Darkly just isn't the place to be, and I think removing your emotional investment from such places is beneficial for everyone.
 
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jakksilves

jakksilves

LiR
I have not gotten any messages. What, everyone take a shit turn down Albuquerque?

You were a staff member on a TF2 Trading Server. I do not see how that was a 'big accomplishment' that hurts when you get dismissed. One day, SJ will give me the boot and into nothingness I go.

It is just a game. Grow up, stop being emotionally attached to things like this. (Gatherix beat me to the reality of it though.) If you have not incurred the wrath of the other staff members, do not stop visiting to trade. You chose to spend time with us and made it rightfully so, do not turn away just because of this. In reality, I think non-staff/administrators/moderators have the easy life. We deal with so much bullshit, it is a wonder how we all just do not close up shop and leave.

Maybe we are more rational minded and thick-skinned. Maybe. I do not know. I do know a poll is a fine way to beg for 'sympathy'.
 
Sir X:

Sir X:

TF2 Staff | UberLag
jakksilves said:
I have not gotten any messages. What, everyone take a shit turn down Albuquerque?

You were a staff member on a TF2 Trading Server. I do not see how that was a 'big accomplishment' that hurts when you get dismissed. One day, SJ will give me the boot and into nothingness I go.

It is just a game. Grow up, stop being emotionally attached to things like this. (Gatherix beat me to the reality of it though.) If you have not incurred the wrath of the other staff members, do not stop visiting to trade. You chose to spend time with us and made it rightfully so, do not turn away just because of this. In reality, I think non-staff/administrators/moderators have the easy life. We deal with so much bullshit, it is a wonder how we all just do not close up shop and leave.

Maybe we are more rational minded and thick-skinned. Maybe. I do not know. I do know a poll is a fine way to beg for 'sympathy'.
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On a couple serious notes, starting with the poll. The poll being setup for "sympathy", uhm, I wouldn't word it like that. The poll I made as for peoples opinions on me leaving n shit(though I still continue to comment on this forum post of mine just for conversational purposes or questions if someone posts them); the first 3 poll options were serious options on if people were seriously happy with me leaving n shit. The 4th option was just for laughs; give people a sense of humor coming from me.
Now the 2nd serious note, the dismission from staff. Yes, Gatherix may have beaten you to the punch on this one jakksilves. But even before the dismissal, I've had honest thoughts of quiting Darkly/TF2 all-together, not only on a level of how TF2 in a way got boring to me playing it on a day-to-day basis, but also real-life matters/issues.(I would fix that in the main part of this forum post, but the edit button is MIA at the moment *idk meme* ). And the part where you have stated"incurring the wrath of staff members"; then nothing I can do about that except maybe say "Sorry"; but that doesn't get ya much anywhere these days. Jakksilves, you/Darkly Staff/non-staff/regulars can call my drama/lies on this paragraph I present before you, and its what they want to say about it. I'm doing my best to be 100% honest in this paragraph I present before you; and you can say what you want.
 
jakksilves

jakksilves

LiR
Sir X: said:
On a couple serious notes, starting with the poll. The poll being setup for "sympathy", uhm, I wouldn't word it like that. The poll I made as for peoples opinions on me leaving n shit(though I still continue to comment on this forum post of mine just for conversational purposes or questions if someone posts them); the first 3 poll options were serious options on if people were seriously happy with me leaving n shit. The 4th option was just for laughs; give people a sense of humor coming from me.
Now the 2nd serious note, the dismission from staff. Yes, Gatherix may have beaten you to the punch on this one jakksilves. But even before the dismissal, I've had honest thoughts of quiting Darkly/TF2 all-together, not only on a level of how TF2 in a way got boring to me playing it on a day-to-day basis, but also real-life matters/issues.(I would fix that in the main part of this forum post, but the edit button is MIA at the moment *idk meme* ). And the part where you have stated"incurring the wrath of staff members"; then nothing I can do about that except maybe say "Sorry"; but that doesn't get ya much anywhere these days. Jakksilves, you/Darkly Staff/non-staff/regulars can call my drama/lies on this paragraph I present before you, and its what they want to say about it. I'm doing my best to be 100% honest in this paragraph I present before you; and you can say what you want.
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When you have to make excuses or give reasons for what your actions are, before letting those who are to judge you, think for themselves, it makes the masses angry.

I said it way before the school year started for the world, that DARKLY and TF2 as a whole, is and should never be, the priority in one's head. We had one of our staff go missing for quite a while, everyone thought he died. (Even I had my accident a while back.) We have our lives to attend to. When you let the shit storms from here affect you mentally, then we have a problem of someone lacking, or simply having too thin, of a mind to endure.

The rest, I have no idea what you are asking for. Say what you've got to say or get the hell out. TF2 Trade servers are nothing to get your jimmies all rustled up for. It is a headache, it is stressful but if you cannot handle that, have fun, and manage your issues on your end, then this place ain't for you.


I still do not see the door shut in your face. Keep visiting the servers and forums and I am certain this will eventually fade away. Sure, it will not disappear but must you beat a dead bovine so much you are making blood splatter everywhere?

@OG buckshot jr if you can lock this, I might post pics. c:
 
Sir X:

Sir X:

TF2 Staff | UberLag
How about instead of locking this thread for some damn pics, how about in the words of buckshot jr himself: "Delete this useless fucking thread". Thats seem more benefecial for the community; cause removing myself is better for everybody; because just like the thread, I'm fucking useless.
jakksilves said:
When you have to make excuses or give reasons for what your actions are, before letting those who are to judge you, think for themselves, it makes the masses angry.

I said it way before the school year started for the world, that DARKLY and TF2 as a whole, is and should never be, the priority in one's head. We had one of our staff go missing for quite a while, everyone thought he died. (Even I had my accident a while back.) We have our lives to attend to. When you let the shit storms from here affect you mentally, then we have a problem of someone lacking, or simply having too thin, of a mind to endure.

The rest, I have no idea what you are asking for. Say what you've got to say or get the hell out. TF2 Trade servers are nothing to get your jimmies all rustled up for. It is a headache, it is stressful but if you cannot handle that, have fun, and manage your issues on your end, then this place ain't for you.


I still do not see the door shut in your face. Keep visiting the servers and forums and I am certain this will eventually fade away. Sure, it will not disappear but must you beat a dead bovine so much you are making blood splatter everywhere?

@OG buckshot jr if you can lock this, I might post pics. c:
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already saw the vid, no need to see it
 
jakksilves

jakksilves

LiR
Sir X: said:
How about instead of locking this thread for some damn pics, how about in the words of buckshot jr himself: "Delete this useless fucking thread". Thats seem more benefecial for the community; cause removing myself is better for everybody; because just like the thread, I'm fucking useless.

already saw the vid, no need to see it
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I doubt Buckshot would take a risk, plus, you are no doubt providing some fine entertainment for the TD side.

With an attitude like that, you might as well be. Remember where you are. Does it not make you wonder why you are not banned yet? Do not burn bridges you may later regret. How about you talk less and play more? If you REALLY want to stay and be part of a community, start acting like it. There are others who have been dismissed, even banned for a time, that have come back. Same position very unlikely but possible.
 
Freak

Freak

DARKLY Regular
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Tech45

Tech45

Senior TF2 Admin
Damn, I keep missing the action.

For the most part bud, you did have a place in the community, that's an obvious fact expressed from Bucky before me. Doesn't mean the ENTIRE community now thinks of you as some "outcast", you're the same person, just means the job wasn't for ya. If you had problems from life that needed tending to, a post on the forum saying... oh idk..."I'll be gone for awhile" would've saved the comedic, drama hybrid you've created on this thread. Never the less, I hope whatever you're dealing with passes without scars.
 
Sir X:

Sir X:

TF2 Staff | UberLag
Tech45 said:
Damn, I keep missing the action.

For the most part bud, you did have a place in the community, that's an obvious fact expressed from Bucky before me. Doesn't mean the ENTIRE community now thinks of you as some "outcast", you're the same person, just means the job wasn't for ya. If you had problems from life that needed tending to, a post on the forum saying... oh idk..."I'll be gone for awhile" would've saved the comedic, drama hybrid you've created on this thread. Never the less, I hope whatever you're dealing with passes without scars.
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Yeah Tech, on a serious note, the real life shit I was talking about was not only drivers license and all that fun shit; some stuff has been going on in the family lately that has also got me thinking a little bit on how/when I'm gonna get my life back in order.
 
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