Sorry Rabies I don't want to sit around dead til the very last minute of each round because you can't bear a death on your stats or losing your ak.
do us all a favor and die of aids
That's a little harsh dont you think? As I said before if the bomb is planted and I have to kill 7+ people in the span of 30 or seconds, it's just extremely unrealistic most of the time. The carry over from competitive play I was talking about has more to do with me trying to improve my odds of winning. The side-effect of this is me appearing like I'm just trying to save my gun, and a lot of the time I do just end up saving my gun because I didn't feel I would have a high chance of failing. Determining my chance of being able to win a round is obviously very subjective. I have been in scenarios where there was over a minute left, and was in say a 1vs5. I wait for a guy to push to help improve my odds of winning and sometimes this can take another 10-15 seconds (which for people watching can seem like an eternity since I'm basically not moving). In my mind, I still have a decent chance of winning that round. But sometimes I've had admins not let me play it out and just slay me before letting me even try. I get pissed when that happens though they don't happen often. As I said before, I never start off trying to purposely save my gun NO MATTER HOW MUCH IT MAY LOOK LIKE THAT. There does usually come a point in the round where I say to myself, there's no way I have enough time to win so the best course of action would be to save my gun. Someone said I'm "more concerned about saving a gun for your own stat gain rather than for helping your team survive the next round." This is completely false. I am helping my team survive the next round by having a better gun rather than not being able to buy an m4 or ak because I died trying to clutch in a situation I likely would not win.
I consider myself more of a numbers guy than a stat whore. I enjoy looking at stats whether its CS, another game, or my favourite sport, baseball which is just littered with tons of statistics.
One other thing I'd like to note is that if I had a better computer my playstyle would likely change. When several people appear on the screen, my FPS drops significantly (below 30 fps) which often makes it hard to aim properly. This is one of the reasons (among many others) that I let others rush first or why I wait for others to come to me rather than me come to them. I don't care if you think I'm just making up excuses for my actions, but I've played long enough to understand what I am and am not capable of.
Nevertheless, it's not my intent to ruin the experience for others, so if the admins deem me to be ruining it for too many others, as they have in the past, they can take the proper action (i.e. a temp ban). Now how about that vid?