DENIED Application for Administrator

[ރ☄øǝ®øỵŧħğṻἇ₦]

Game Handle(s): ރ☄øǝ®øỵŧħğṻἇ₦ (NaughtyOreo) I will make it legible if needed.
SteamID: STEAM_0:1:41868598
Previous Clan/Community affiliations: N/A
Real First Name: Mike
Age: 20 Years Old
Location: Mississauga, Ontario
Which DARKLY TF2 servers do you play on: Darkly Trade/Idle Server #2, 5. If needed I can visit any darkly server on most platforms.
Why do you want to be a DARKLY TF2 Admin: I want to assist a community I fell in love with almost 4 years ago stay as awesome as it once was. I want to help clean the server and help the community get the best playing experience they deserve. I don't want anything else but to make this community great, and to help bring people to the server I was in love with and still am all these years later.

If more questions are required please post here. I shall be checking frequently for such if they will be needed

Thank you very much!

YES/NO Questions:

Do you have a minimum of 1 month on the server with at least 60 hours of play?: Yes
Do you have a mic?: Yes
Are you in good standing with the community?: Yes
Are you at least 18 years of age? Yes

 

[Rei]

If more questions are required please post here. I shall be checking frequently for such if they will be needed

Why were you asking to be banned the other day? It's kind of off topic, but I think it should be answered before we consider you. Why should we think highly of you if you can't think highly of yourself?

Spoiler

May 1, 2016 9:17:05 So about that temp ban...? Is that a 'No'?
May 1, 2016 9:16:41 your frontal lobe apparently is fully developed past age 22 so that may be where his issue is
May 1, 2016 9:15:28 Good reason^
May 1, 2016 9:15:24 I'm an asshole
May 1, 2016 9:15:13 It's a personal mental health reason
May 1, 2016 9:15:00 On myself
May 1, 2016 9:14:57 I just would like one
May 1, 2016 9:14:35 May an Administrator please temp ban me for 2 hours?
May 1, 2016 9:12:37 Could any of the admins temp ban me?
May 1, 2016 9:10:08 Please, admins? Do I need to start to break rules in order to get that temp ban?
May 1, 2016 9:09:00 May an Administrator please temp ban me for 2 hours?
May 1, 2016 9:07:04 Fear, I know you can read the chat. Please...or find someone who is willing to...
May 1, 2016 9:05:58 Could I get a 1 hour temp ban please?
May 1, 2016 9:04:09 I know it's annoying to ask but please may I?
May 1, 2016 9:03:51 Could I get a 2hr temp ban please?
May 1, 2016 9:01:28 If you may...
May 1, 2016 9:01:26 Could you please do me a small favour?
May 1, 2016 9:01:17 Divine?
May 1, 2016 8:57:28 Divine?
May 1, 2016 8:55:43 Hoping you could help me

Also, we reccommend you make a post under the "Hey I'm New Here!" section of the forums, so people can get to know you.

 

[ރ☄øǝ®øỵŧħğṻἇ₦]

Why were you asking to be banned the other day? It's kind of off topic, but I think it should be answered before we consider you. Why should we think highly of you if you can't think highly of yourself?

Spoiler

May 1, 2016 9:17:05 So about that temp ban...? Is that a 'No'?
May 1, 2016 9:16:41 your frontal lobe apparently is fully developed past age 22 so that may be where his issue is
May 1, 2016 9:15:28 Good reason^
May 1, 2016 9:15:24 I'm an asshole
May 1, 2016 9:15:13 It's a personal mental health reason
May 1, 2016 9:15:00 On myself
May 1, 2016 9:14:57 I just would like one
May 1, 2016 9:14:35 May an Administrator please temp ban me for 2 hours?
May 1, 2016 9:12:37 Could any of the admins temp ban me?
May 1, 2016 9:10:08 Please, admins? Do I need to start to break rules in order to get that temp ban?
May 1, 2016 9:09:00 May an Administrator please temp ban me for 2 hours?
May 1, 2016 9:07:04 Fear, I know you can read the chat. Please...or find someone who is willing to...
May 1, 2016 9:05:58 Could I get a 1 hour temp ban please?
May 1, 2016 9:04:09 I know it's annoying to ask but please may I?
May 1, 2016 9:03:51 Could I get a 2hr temp ban please?
May 1, 2016 9:01:28 If you may...
May 1, 2016 9:01:26 Could you please do me a small favour?
May 1, 2016 9:01:17 Divine?
May 1, 2016 8:57:28 Divine?
May 1, 2016 8:55:43 Hoping you could help me

Also, we reccommend you make a post under the "Hey I'm New Here!" section of the forums, so people can get to know you.

I have a struggle with depression and a struggle with anxiety and when I am feeling depressed I guess that sometimes I feel like I don't deserve to enjoy life at all. I know it's not a shining moment in my life, and that it's a flaw that I have but sometimes when I feel like people hate me, I guess I push myself to get hated. It's complicated and it's something that I'm not very proud of myself. I am sorry that I bothered someone to a point where they seemed to be so annoyed that they must've booted me. I do apologize for that, and I wasn't really being an asshole I was just feeding my anxiety, I suppose. If you would like me to go deeper into that please PM me, this is something I don't feel like sharing with the entirety of the Darkly community, I don't even feel comfortable speaking about this with a counselor or psychiatrist.

 

[Rei]

Fair enough, application will be processed normally.

 

[ރ☄øǝ®øỵŧħğṻἇ₦]

Fair enough, application will be processed normally.

Thank you, I hope my mental illness would not affect the application process. I appreciate and thank you for this oppertunity

 

[Keskele]

Thank you, I hope my mental illness would not affect the application process. I appreciate and thank you for this oppertunity

Mental illness runs rampant around here, you'll fit right in. Anyway, good luck on the app. we'll be watching.

 

[ރ☄øǝ®øỵŧħğṻἇ₦]

Mental illness runs rampant around here, you'll fit right in. Anyway, good luck on the app. we'll be watching.

I hope that is a joke...Anyways thank you very much Keskele

 

[Lochnessmaster]

Seems like a good guy so far, Nice to talk to and hang out with. Good Luck on your App!

 

[Cmp™]

Under the current circumstances, I'm putting this On Hold.

 

[Cmp™]

For whatever it's worth, this is off-hold now.

 

[ރ☄øǝ®øỵŧħğṻἇ₦]

For whatever it's worth, this is off-hold now.

I'm actually really busy for a couple days and have been so I'd like this to be on hold until the 5th please

 

[Rei]

I'm actually really busy for a couple days and have been so I'd like this to be on hold until the 5th please

There is no reason to put this on hold for 3 days, the process of choosing applicants can take months. It's okay to be busy, but it's unnecessary to put an app on hold during that time since it's unlikely to be processed yet.

 

[ރ☄øǝ®øỵŧħğṻἇ₦]

There is no reason to put this on hold for 3 days, the process of choosing applicants can take months. It's okay to be busy, but it's unnecessary to put an app on hold during that time since it's unlikely to be processed yet.

Alright. I am aware that it can take months I just don't want to be judged as I have had family over and recent tragedies make me not want to bring my problems to an environment that doesn't deserve the rage; I suppose